Is That Alright?

To my hubby...

Is that alright if I cheat on you?
Is that alright if I have somebody new?
Is that alright if I kiss other man behind you?
Is that alright if I think of him instead of you?
Is that alright if I miss his smell but I don't smell you?
Is that alright if I talk to him for hours but I'm not speaking with you?
Is that alright if I let him caress my cheek while I'm thinking of you?
Is that alright if I dress up for him but not for you?
Is that alright if I give my heart to him and none to you?
Is that alright if I let him have my body but I don't want to touch you?
Is that alright if I feel belong to him but I don't want to come home to you?
Is that alright if I tell you some lies and half of the truth?

Is that alright if I think of leaving you?

Forgive me, forgive me, forgive me...

Because I've got no more excuse...