Running In Circles

I am now looking at his wife's friendster account, starring at their happy photos on honeymoons and vacations..The smiles on their faces and the possible laughters behind it all..

Nobody said it was easy..

I am now thinking what mess am I getting myself into..

The kind of mess that makes you want more, yearn for deeper things, more than just physical and what meets the eye..

Most nights I would I miss him so much, thinking how it would twinge my heart, knowing he wakes up every morning to someone else but me..Thinking what we have are just hidden glances, stolen kisses and 5-second hugs..

I could make a decision, to leave him and forget we ever had our first magical kiss. But I chose to stay. Because somehow, in a funny way, he is my saviour..

My mind is so twisted, I need someone to fix me, badly...

Fix You
2005©coldplay

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears streaming down your face and I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you