Am I Reaching You Now?

It's been awhile since I write anything. I guess I am too heartbroken to say anything. Too out of love, out of care...

And then he came..

Out of the blue, there he is..And he is everything, everything, I've ever dreamed of.

So this is an affair. This is what an affair is, the joy and magic it brings. Yes, I am fond of him but I could not afford to love him. That would be too complicated. Too suicidal.

Because he has a wife, I have a husband and a son.

He is a colleague I knew for the past 3 years but were never close to. Out of nowhere, without bells and sirens we just became close. He is tall, big built, fair skinned, thin lips, small eyes, big hands, deep voice. Plays the guitar, was once a musician.

So we met in the middle of the road. We enjoy each other's company. We share intimate touches and private stories. He is a romantic, straight from his heart down to his soft caresses. His smell is unforgettable. The kind of smell you get from a clean man who sweats.

So where do we go from here? Nowhere.

As for now I will stay here where I am and enjoy my magic moments...