Insanity

This week has been good to me. I am feeling great at the moment considering I am still suffering from health problems that are yet to be solved. I am currently taking this supplement that is supposed to help with my sex life and depression.

I hope, I wish, I pray this works. Cos I'm getting pretty tired of being sex-deprived and feeling suicidal on most days of the week.

Last Monday I went to see Dr. Thomas in Bangsar. I need to get a second opinion on my sex disability. To my surprise, he said, "It is all in the mind". WTF??? "No operation, please. It is all in the mind".

Oh gosh, is it really in my head? Is my head fooling me? Am I that crazy that sex is no longer a pleasure because my brain is dysfunctional? Am I a potential mental patient? Is my brain that evil to deny me the most pleasurable thing in the world??

I must be mad. I think I'm mad. But I feel okay, considering this is the third month I survived without sex.

I reckon God must felt pity on me.

He suppressed my libido so I don't climb the wall everytime I see a sexy ass walk me by...